Studies & Its Tension

Not so greatly interested in studies I was an average student, who studied just to pass. And math’s was the one I hated, of course the hatred helped me earn many digit marks in class tests. 

I think all syllabus should banish everything except for “Addition, subtraction, multiplication & Division” And all other subjects should teach only what’s useful in future!! Bloody waste of time & energy its and what we broke our head n studied, wrote all the difficult exams, took all those worst tensions, scored all those little marks, were waste!! 

 I never ever had ANY freaking use with the Trigonometry, Polynomials, Compound Interest, Rational exponents and radicals, Cubes and cubes roots, and all the Physics - Mechanics and Heat, oscillations, Electricity & Magnetism; Chemistry- Materials, Metals And Non-Metals, Combustion And Flame , Synthetic Fibres And Plastics , Coal And Petroleum,which I took my life out and studied but got not so great marks which was a big deal then is something is consider as the most USELESS thing in my life!!

Neither do I remember any shit nor it helped me in any case. 

Now coming to the 2nd part of the worry, also called as the "worst one"

Being always a first bench-er, not by performance but by height, i was always mostly the victim to answer questions asked of previous class, show the test & homework done n many more things which is not worth to mention :)

Also was noticed pretty well when paper was distributed, a special dirty look placed on me by Maths teacher with a slight sarcastic smile, (i hate her even now) then on, each period would be stressful, after each period i would be staring at next ma'am to conduct class, 

who'd still be in the corridor,to get a glimpse of whether shes holding paper bundle or not.

Those one week would be the time we pray for teachers of selected subjects to fall sick so it would prevent them from carrying our shameful marked answersheets;

Anyhow as i reach home the only question raised is "Which all paper u got today??"

And my answer would be English, Malayalam, hindi"

Second day it would be "History,Geography & Biology"

Third day " Chemistry" n mom would ask "how much you got" n before even i could finish telling the mark, a loud voice from sis asking

"ONLY chemistry u got??? 
(Ohh man!!! How wanted to chop her into pieces then)

and i say "Yeeaaah"

There she go again "ONLY chemistry? wat about maths?"

Me - No... no i dint get it yet

She - Why?

Me - How do i know?

She - Okay lets check your bag, What if you forgotten about it?

Me - Ehh?? umm.. why? no..no need.. its not there, i dint get, no i dint get.. (all in one stretch, gasping!! Making it obvious i got maths paper)

She - (Takes my bag, n i start crying, n she checks my books n finds the paper.." Ammaeee, she got maths paper" She calls out to mom

Me- Cemetery Silence ( still shedding tears, biting my nails..)

She - See mom, 18 out of 50

Me- So what i passed right?

She - Thank god passing mark is 18 n not 18 n a half

Me- Dyu know? Rony got only 16 n i got 18 (rony is my classmate whos sister is my sisters classmate)

Mom enters

Mom- When did you get this paper?

Me- Today

Sis - NO, She would have got this 3 days back itself

Me- No no.. today only

Mom - Then why didnt you show?

Me - Silence (Like she would have appreciated if i told about it 2 days back)

Mom- Keep it on table let me have a good look at it

Me- ( droopy face) okay ( i know dad is gonna come any moment from office)

To be continued..