Monday, March 16, 2009

Love me OR Leave me

I have always been like that- very unapologetic about my life.
i cant help it but be an honest person. i cant live a dual life!
i think its very energy consuming and after a point of time u cant live that life 24*7
to project to people around me that i am someone who am not is very difficult
for me. i lay my life out and say this is who am n i dont think am any bad.
you make choices that are different, but thats life. i have been upfront and given
all my work and my relationships the respect that they ve deserved or even more than that!
the moment you do that, it changes from frivolous to being something meaningful.

i think there is a thin line between being honest, frank and being rude. i think i fall in the former category. i dont say things to create stir or cause scandal to get de attention but you need to
speak ur mind n if you arent then you are cheating yourself.

i love this image, which is so me... no pretences, no preparations, just be u and make people love u for what u r and not what u just try to be.
hold tight the people who look upto u, choose to be wit u, love u
for others give them time.

i can either be extremely full on energy or total gloomy but what u dont
see is the between part! i love positive energy within me, i love to spread it make people enjoy it...
this attitude is the best way to keep u high spirited always!!
i feel it most of the times that am glued onto a spring on my feet
one thing am always scared of is the poisonous negative air!
its so contagious each time it pass by me, pulls me down, makes me all low.. tie my wings down..
it can be a person, can be a situation u came across, can be a song , can even be a thought ,it can be anythg
but all i know is its bad for me!n it suffocates me.

then i choose to stay away from that till it let me breathe
and then am all back! n i love it when it rules me all over again!
n its me.. n now you can choose!!

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

A FEEL... so much for a stranger

All people would ve AT LEAST ONCE in life felt that instant craziness..
This is an emotional condition whereby a person feels romantic attraction for a stranger
on the first encounter with the stranger.......The term may be used to refer to a mere...
The term may be used to refer to a mere ….attraction or crush, but it usually refers to actually falling in love with someone literally the very first time on chatting with or seeing him, along with no intension to fall for them but later finding the deep desire to have intimate relationship with that person, finding that this is de one u were longing for..
Love has no limits, no color, no time.
That's when I realized I had fallen in love
i have known u for such a brief time...yet i feel u i know u since forever!!!

The stranger may or may not be aware that the other person has any such notion, and may not even be aware of the other person's presence in his crowded life!
Sometimes two people experience this phenomenon towards each other at the same time, usually when their eyes meet, when they talk for de first time!May be this phenomenon is just for u alone , Its somtimes de mere shiver which pass by u,
its some other other time de variant heart beat which makes u feel…
I glanced in your eyes. And something was there, that stopped me.
This fiery yet cold look. Your stormy eyes.
Your sparkling eyes that seemed... to observe everyone at once.
I fell in love with your eyes.
Slowly it became an obsession.
All I think about nowadays, is the glance of your eyes.
The next time you look at a person, think that this look might drive someone crazy

You say at times “sweetheart u bowled me over”
I doubt whether its u or me..

That's the question I used to ask until I laid eyes on you.
How is it possible to feel so much for a stranger, a passerby?

its de deepest secret I ve for u
n for u I keep … this as de deepest secret
for my secret love..
for u…
my stranger
my love

Friday, January 16, 2009

gratitude towards the inspirer

Truly i dint wanted to start a blog of my own or rather its like "aww u also own a blog" kinda feel something lil too much for me, something lil not so me, it was all about answering the self queries....always! 
But this time i didnt spend anytime dealing wit it, coz it was truly out of a motivation, who drives me to write, who push me still harder when i get back to my shell .. who wakes me with a thought that i can also do some writing rather i would cherish the one msg he sent "the best thing about u is that you can put your feelings in words" it was definitely a msg of inspiration sometimes its a soft stare that gives u feel u r so worth it,
sometimes its words, sometimes its just the person itself ...
i have alwys noticed him pushing me to write my mind, which shook me at times with an amazing feel that am capable of doing some deal of writing and i notice now that its he who is, de inspirer ... 
Plain n simple thanks buddy

P.S- Its my blog & i decide which pic to put :P