I heard what you said. I’m not the silly romantic you think. I don’t
want the heavens or the shooting stars. I don’t want gemstones or gold. I
have those things already. I want…a steady hand. A kind soul. I want to
fall asleep, and wake, knowing my heart is safe. I want to love, and be
loved - I told him and he heard me, confused & angry like never before but through it all he kept himself a calm mood, i knew hes doing the most impossible thing in his life & for me, i told to myself - My heart is Safe
I have a history of making decisions very quickly about men, love or friendship. I have fallen in love fast and without measuring risks. I have a tendency not only to see the best in everyone, but to assume that everyone is emotionally capable of reaching his highest potential. I have fallen in love more times than I care to count with the highest potential of a man, rather than with the man himself, and I have hung on to the relationship for a long time (sometimes far too long) waiting for the man to ascend to his own greatness. Many times in romance I have been a victim of my own optimism, SMH
And that Optimism took me to a point where I no longer believed in the idea of soul mates, or love at first sight. But I was beginning to believe that a very few times in your life, if you were lucky, you might meet someone who was exactly right for you. Not because he was perfect, or because you were, but because your combined flaws were arranged in a way that allowed two separate beings to hinge together
We didn’t agree on much. In fact, we didn’t agree on anything. We fought all the time and challenged each other ever day. But despite our differences, we had one important thing in common. We were crazy about each other.
He told me hes coming over, just like any other time, i got excited,
This time we had mature, we grew older with each other for 5yrs, we had in us what that seeded unknown years back, you knew it yet didnt remind me, i was unaware, thus did i feel your heart not;
We had the same old time of a drink together, i didnt know a thing inside you but could read the eyes that froze me.
You had me near, i knew i was safe but yet for the 1st time ever i was scared to take a tiny step for u & your phone broke
I can listen no longer in silence. I must speak to you by such means as are within my reach. You pierce my soul. I am half agony, half hope. Tell me not that I am too late, that such precious feelings are gone for ever. I offer myself to you again with a heart even more your own than when you almost broke it, 5 years and a half ago.
When i see someone i love the most cries so hard that it hurts their throat, it is out of frustration or knowing that no matter what you can do or attempt to do can change the situation. When you feel like you need to cry, when you want to just get it out, relieve some of the pressure from the inside - that is true pain. Because no matter how hard you try or how bad you want to, you can't. That pain just stays in place. Then, if you are lucky, one small tear may escape from those eyes that water constantly. That one tear, that tiny, salty, droplet of moisture is a means of escape. Although it's just a small tear, it is the heaviest thing in the world. And it doesn't do a damn thing to fix anything
I knew, in the silence that followed, that anything could happen here. It might be too late again, I might have missed my chance. But I would at least know I tried, that I took my heart and extended my hand, whatever the outcome.
"Okay," he said. He took a breath. "You never understand, never will,What would you do, if you could do anything?"
I took a step toward him, closing the space between us. "This," I said. And then I kissed him
Kissing - and I mean like, yummy, smacking kissing - is the most delicious, most beautiful and passionate thing that two people can do, bar none. Better than sex, hands down
You are my RedWine, the more i keep the better you get
I have a history of making decisions very quickly about men, love or friendship. I have fallen in love fast and without measuring risks. I have a tendency not only to see the best in everyone, but to assume that everyone is emotionally capable of reaching his highest potential. I have fallen in love more times than I care to count with the highest potential of a man, rather than with the man himself, and I have hung on to the relationship for a long time (sometimes far too long) waiting for the man to ascend to his own greatness. Many times in romance I have been a victim of my own optimism, SMH
And that Optimism took me to a point where I no longer believed in the idea of soul mates, or love at first sight. But I was beginning to believe that a very few times in your life, if you were lucky, you might meet someone who was exactly right for you. Not because he was perfect, or because you were, but because your combined flaws were arranged in a way that allowed two separate beings to hinge together
We didn’t agree on much. In fact, we didn’t agree on anything. We fought all the time and challenged each other ever day. But despite our differences, we had one important thing in common. We were crazy about each other.
He told me hes coming over, just like any other time, i got excited,
This time we had mature, we grew older with each other for 5yrs, we had in us what that seeded unknown years back, you knew it yet didnt remind me, i was unaware, thus did i feel your heart not;
We had the same old time of a drink together, i didnt know a thing inside you but could read the eyes that froze me.
You had me near, i knew i was safe but yet for the 1st time ever i was scared to take a tiny step for u & your phone broke
I can listen no longer in silence. I must speak to you by such means as are within my reach. You pierce my soul. I am half agony, half hope. Tell me not that I am too late, that such precious feelings are gone for ever. I offer myself to you again with a heart even more your own than when you almost broke it, 5 years and a half ago.
When i see someone i love the most cries so hard that it hurts their throat, it is out of frustration or knowing that no matter what you can do or attempt to do can change the situation. When you feel like you need to cry, when you want to just get it out, relieve some of the pressure from the inside - that is true pain. Because no matter how hard you try or how bad you want to, you can't. That pain just stays in place. Then, if you are lucky, one small tear may escape from those eyes that water constantly. That one tear, that tiny, salty, droplet of moisture is a means of escape. Although it's just a small tear, it is the heaviest thing in the world. And it doesn't do a damn thing to fix anything
I knew, in the silence that followed, that anything could happen here. It might be too late again, I might have missed my chance. But I would at least know I tried, that I took my heart and extended my hand, whatever the outcome.
"Okay," he said. He took a breath. "You never understand, never will,What would you do, if you could do anything?"
I took a step toward him, closing the space between us. "This," I said. And then I kissed him
Kissing - and I mean like, yummy, smacking kissing - is the most delicious, most beautiful and passionate thing that two people can do, bar none. Better than sex, hands down
You are my RedWine, the more i keep the better you get